We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

You Are Alone But You Are Not Alone

by Ugly Purple Sweater

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
We were standing on the rubble of civilization We were in love and we were finally alone. She said, "Let's start a garden so we can feed ourselves." And I said, "But you don't know anything about that." She said, "I saw it on a TV show. You put these in the ground." And I worried that we'd end up having to share it with them. We were standing on the rubble of gentrification. We were trying to get our over stuffed sofa up the steps. It was the first time I ever felt like a voyeur. It was the first time I ever felt like a grown up. And we didn't want to go out, cuz it's a dangerous neighborhood. And you know I'm not just saying that cuz I'm racist. Strange, how all of our mighty fictions deceive us bellowing: "You are the very last ones still left." We were leaving the part on the 15th street. We were joining the crowd, waiting for the light to change. It was the first time I caught a glimpse of your face. It was the first time that I lost sight of your face. And I felt the eyes upon me. I did not know where I was. And I wandered and I wandered and I wandered.... Strange, how all of our mighty fictions deceive us bellowing: "You are the very last ones still left."
2.
Jumbo Slice 03:37
Well, I've got friends in a million places, And they're coming here just as soon as I ask them, And we'll get a Jumbo Slice and stay up till we're too hoarse to speak. And out on the street, all the staffers and hipsters, Comparing the size of their big long resumes, and How many quotes, do you think she wants to hear. What time is it there? Then when you land, It'll still be early, we can bike down to the bar, They've got great ale on tap this year, Or if you are tired, then we'll cook Lamb Shoulder, and Greens, And we'll talk and talk and talk, and talk and talk and talk... A Mitt Romney sweatshirt explained to me sweetly The difference between toasted sesame oil and sesame oil is that one is for frying and the other's not Is this what the revolution has come to? Is this our 4AM manifesto? I need you around to keep me honest or I'll end up just like him. What time is it there? Then when you land, It'll still be early, we can bike down to the bar, They've got great ale on tap this year, Or if you are tired, then we'll cook Lamb Shoulder, and Greens, And we'll talk and talk and talk, and talk and talk and talk...
3.
Everyone lives too far. There's ten dollars in my pocket Two for the El-train fare And three for my supper That leaves five. That's not quite enough if I'm going to survive. She in her chauffeured car pull on up to the sidewalk. She says her father's stern but at heart a good fellow. And then there's the bequest. Always the bequest... I said I'm not sure if I'm one of you creatures And she said "It's not all that bad," But I'm standing alone on the precipice with you. Somebody makes a joke when I show them the diamond. No, it's not cause of that it's not cause of her money. But how can you tell? How can you tell? Two out of three creatures agree with you baby. But what of the other third? They've got reasons. Alone on the precipice Nothing's as pure as all that Except this maybe: Carbon and hydrogen Carbon and hydrogen are we.
4.
All at once the river flowed into the precipice And so began the sinking of the town into the earth And all the kids were lying at the bottom of the lake All free for the take. Free for the take. All the kids scooped the fish into their bikes To ride them home and fry them up with onions All the grown ups screeched about the lake mud in the house And refused to eat. Refused to eat. And if you thought it was a bad bad thing Can you tell me why all the kids have moved away? All the factories moved away? There are those that have often said That the town began it's sinking long ago. And only now begins to show. Thomas Hull from his boathouse watched the waters roll away As if for Israelites to walk into a better place But Thomas knew that this was here to stay, and cried aloud "What am I to do with all these pedal boats?" And if you thought it was a bad bad thing Can you tell me why all the kids have moved away? All the factories moved away? There are those that have often said That the town began it's sinking long ago. And only now begins to show.
5.
An unseasonably warm day in the fall marked the start of the finish And all of god's creatures were a'scurrying in unnatural circles And those so inclined heaved a sigh and began to say Lo and behold, you know all this could've been foretold! We should've known! We should've known! An unseasonably warm week in the spring marked the end of the finish And all of god's children were a'scurrying in unnatural circles Some threw up their hands and ran and began to say I'll say if I may, you deserve it if it ends this way And you should've know You should've known And they're taking their kin and their kind far away from their dire predictions Hoping once they've renounced their acquitted of crimes and unpleasant afflictions And they should've known. They should've known An unseasonable warm year in a few years from now was...beginning! And all of god's children were alive and afraid and a'scurrying Those who had fled came on down from their hills and caves There were more still alove than they had ever hoped or prayed And we should've known. We should've known And they're taking their kin and their kind far away from their dire predictions Hoping once they've renounced their acquitted of crimes and unpleasant afflictions And I.... I think I'll insert, if I may, that your 'duty' is your dereliction Hoping once they've renounced their acquitted of crimes and unpleasant afflictions And you should've known. You....... should have known.
6.
When the summer came I opened the windows, packed all the boxes, kissed all the ladies When the summer came I was sick of the neighbors, shut off the 'lectric, headed for Austin I stop to wonder at The petrified trees and the meteor hole I sleep outside a lot Glean what I can and read ravenously But if I were forced to choose If I could go back and choose if I could go back and choose if I could go back and choose... When the winter came I worked on the line crew, nibbled the garbage, slept in the basement When the winter came hands in my pockets, pissed off the bosses, function to function All of this work we do Funneled so narrowly into the mouths Every so often I Think about steal my manager's car But if I were forced to choose If I could go back and choose And everyone has to choose Everyone has..... Everyone has..... Everyone has..... to choose... I'd stay.
7.
When I run away again I know that I will have fixed all of the glitches in my plan. I'll knot my sheets into a rope And wake my sister with the rations in our bag. And in the forest all the kids will, lying still, lie in hiding for us. And on my signal they will rise and join us. And we will start to build And we will all have big tree houses. The brances grown around us Will disguise us with the morning breaks. And when there are no crumbs left In the bottoms of our pouches We will have to hunt and it will freak us out But there you are: We are carnivores. And if we're gonna fight with our father's weapons. We gotta always know what we're fighting for. If ever as your leader I am tempted to betray you, I pray that God will strike me down Before I ever make my move. And if we're gonna fight with our father's weapons. We gotta always know what we're fighting for. And when the grownups gather round With lots of toys and chocolate milk The little ones will start to cry And we will send them back inside. The grownups see our deep resolve They threaten us, they pull out saws. We start to climb from limb to limb The motors whir, the teeth dig in. But we will not be swayed. We will not be swayed. And up in the tree tops The sun beckons us to it.
8.
All the food I like to eat Tends to be vegetarian But I ain't vegetarian It's just the food I like to eat. And when I meet a gentle man You know I'm gonna marry him I'm not utilitarian It's just the people that I meet. Every time I go to town Boys keep kicking my dog around Makes no difference he's a hound. Them boys is just mean. Makes no difference he's a hound, Boys keep kicking my dog around And I ain't gonna take it any more, any more. So get on off of my porch 'Cause our Ma is getting restless. And we don't need your data Or your unhydrogenated oil. And if we die from our lives, Well that ain't unusual And we righteously unrighteous Will get on with a smile won't we now. Get on off. I have seen the pumpkin tree. I know they're gonna envy me. But they're not going to find it no matter how hard they try. I swear to you it speaks to me and all my pups they fall asleep There beneath the pumpkin tree with all the birds and beasts. So get on off of my porch 'Cause our Ma is getting restless. And we don't need your data Or your unhydrogenated oil. And if we die from our lives, Well that ain't unusual And we righteously unrighteous Will get on with a smile won't we now. Get on off.
9.
10.
Anne H. Matheson was 21 years old and still unwed. At church she suffered coarse remarks And forced a smile and promised mother, "soon." Once her junior year at BYU Anne met a boy like her. They ran into the hills, seen by stars made love He saw her breasts, he saw her brains. And so they told him, "You should be scared of her." Her friends were unprepared. She'd been a smart and energetic girl. The note left no excuse, And so they searched in vain the mountain side For her corpse. Everyone knows that such a girl is bound to make it. Everyone knows that God himself will lead her to a better place. And you should be scared of her. Anne got on a bus and out of Utah as the sun came up. She swore that ne'er again she'd disgrace her temple Bye bye bye, and fuck you. Everyone knows that such a girl is bound to make it. Everyone knows that God himself will lead her to a better place. And you should be scared of her.
11.
Riversnakes 03:36
Once our sons would walk the graveyard And thanks to all his brothers' stories Tim the youngest swore he'd seen an eye In the grass When our neighbors lost their boy We saw how dark the river was We lied and said down stream they might find Riversnakes, the riversnakes We'd go swimming, if not for the riversnakes, the riversnakes When we were in the garden, they would swim. Tim called in the frigid morning To say that he'd been praying in secret, We were sure he'd n'er come home again We were sure - we were sure Later, Tim took off his clothes And dove into the rapid currents And each time he submerged we thought He n'er come up, he'd n'er come up. He swam until his skin was blue We didn't know what we should do When he got out we all went back for lunch!

credits

released August 1, 2009

All songs written by Sam McCormally and performed by Rachel Lord and Sam McCormally
Engineered and mastered by Ivan Basuri.
Album art by Colm O'Reilly.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Ugly Purple Sweater Washington, D.C.

contact / help

Contact Ugly Purple Sweater

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Redeem code

Report this album or account

Ugly Purple Sweater recommends:

If you like Ugly Purple Sweater, you may also like: